From a Narry girl point of view...

"When you're in love with that person you know you can't have for whatever reason. And you just can't let go of them." 

I received the most heartbreaking news of the year.

5/5 of One Direction is taken. T.T

I mean, yeah, someday, Harry and Niall will be able to find someone they'll love, but I didn't expect it happening this soon! I... I can't... *sigh This may sound over reacting, but I'm really crying. I'm happy for them, I'm just sad for myself. 

When I entered this fandom, I prepared myself for all the drama and other stuff. I've always told myself that, someday they're gonna find their other half, a person who they'll want to wake up to everyday, someone who will make them smile, the way I can't make them. I've already accepted the fact that Zayn is engaged, Liam is happy with Sophia, and Louis is head over heels with Eleanor, but I was hoping that Harry and Niall will stay single, at least for a while, another mistake for me, I guess.

Seeing Niall leaving the X-Factor party with Barbara Palvin broke my heart, seeing Harry arrive in the hotel where Kendall Jenner is staying shattered my heart into million pieces. And just in time for the Christmas season. Hahaha.

Anyway, there's nothing more that I can do. I'm just releasing my feelings, I don't want to spontaneously burst into flames because of all this. :"> I'll still support the boys, no matter what happens, no matter who they decided to date, no matter how many more tattoos they get. 

hugsandkisses xxx

Mall Time

Had fun today. Although I didn't get to buy the Midnight Memories Ultimate Edition Album, spending time with the best cousins in the world completed my day. :)

>>Rewind to what happened... ;)

Yesterday, I made up my mind. I told myself that I'll go to the mall after class, buy the album, then go home. So after class, and after our brainstorming session for the dreaded Investigative Report, I went to the mall and went straight to the ATM machine, just my luck the machine is not working, the personnel said that they already called the 'repairman' or whatever. I then received a message from an unregistered number telling me that they're going to the mall and that I should go there straight from school. I, of course, already know that it's my cousin who texted me. So I replied that I'm already in the mall, and that I'll just wait for them. 

With nothing else to do but wait, I realized that I haven't eaten lunch yet, so I went to Tokyo Tokyo and ate, it's also a way for me to have a waiting spot. I waited. And waited. And waited. They're nowhere in sight! I've been waiting for 2 hours already so I thought of going back to the ATM to see if it's already working. It's already working but the line is too long. But since I really need to get some money I just went and fall in line. After another, more or less, half an hour, my cousins' already arrived. I got my money, then we went to this paper and crafts shop to buy a gift for my monita. I found this really cute little something to give her. I'll just hope that she'll like it. :)

This is a late post! :)

hugsandkisses xxx

Failed Conspiracy at the Powder Room

Hey guys, or whoever reads my blog entries. :)

The day started out as ordinary, I woke up, ate, took a bath, went to school. We had our first major exam in Journalism today so I went to school early. Everything was fine, until our last subject came, DRAMA.

Here's our 'supposed' to-do list for the subject:

• Do artwork of our 'Dream Place'
• Street jobs (acting)
• Discussion of assignments for next year.

I''m always nervous whenever we have Drama class, cause I hate attention (note this. hahaha) So, I'm relieving my nerves through chatting with my friends. We were doing fine, I guess. We managed to finish our artwork and we're actually the first ones to pass our works. After that we changed into our costumes for our acting exercise (I had to dress up as a hobo, but unfortunately, no matter how much I rough up my hair, or put dirt on my face and clothes, I still didn't look like one. So, I had to make do. *boohoo). We were called alphabetically, lucky me :), but after 5 or 6 persons, our professor got mad and she halted our performances. She also started to lecture us for being noisy, uncooperative, and apparently we're "doing the wrong thing". We were all speechless since our professor is quite scary, but despite that, she still gave us all zero for our acting exercise T.T 

We then proceeded to discuss the assignments for next year, this activity is very uneventful, save for the fact that we have a lot of shameful and humiliating (for me, at least) things to do early next year. 

                 FAST FORWARD TO DISMISSAL

Since my friend had to change clothes, I accompanied her to the powder room, there we saw some of our classmates, so it was inevitable that we talked about what happened. Of course, we're all upset since it's the first exercise and we received a zero, because of that we said some not-so-very-nice-things about our professor. Me, being the paranoid one, told them (jokingly) that it's probably our professor using the cubicle in front of us. Did they believe me? No. They just laughed and continued talking about our previous class. Finally the doors of the cubicle started to open, so we stopped talking for a bit, and what do we know! It really is our professor inside the cubicle! UGH! The HORROR! 

We didn't know what to do, since we're all shocked and nervous, but after a while we just laughed it off. 

I still feel nervous, because, what if she recognized us and gave us a failing grade? But most of all, I feel guilty and I don't know why. I hate justifying myself, especially when I know I'm wrong, but I'm now telling myself to stop feeling guilty because I just feel really upset that she didn't give us a second chance to prove that we can perform correctly. 

Well, I'm now hoping that she did not recognize us from her class, or if not, she'll not remember the very unfaithful event when we go and see each other next year. Hahahaha

hugsandkisses xxx

TIRED -___-

I can say that today is a veryyyyyy long day, and it's not even done yet. T.T

Do you know what it feels like to sleep at 1 am and then wake up at 4:30 am? well, I do, and it doesn't feel good. I felt like a zombie from The Walking Dead. It feels like all my energy's been sucked out of me. Add that up to the fact that we have a major exam in our cinema class earlier today, and that I had to pitch our story for our group's Drama production this coming Saturday. And now you have a Regine zombie! Ugh. I'm soooo tired.

Sometimes I just want to lay on my bed all day long and ignore the things that I have to do. I want to experience a day like that, I don't have to worry, I'll just lay down, read a book, and listen to my kind of music. And then I'll remember that there's only a few more days left, then I'll be free to do just that. I think that thought is what motivates me to keep on going to school every morning. I know some of you feels the same, so what can I say? Just think of something positive, or something to look forward to whenever you feel like bumming around. This mostly works for me, so hopefully, it'll work for you too. ;)

hugsandkisses xx

You and I

Most beautiful song ever. *well the most beautiful song as long as I'm hearing it* I have a very short attention span, so I'm apologizing as early as now since I know that you'll be seeing this title (most beautiful song ever) a lot of times here. :) anyway, the title is really UNI, but I want to write it that way.

This is the most beautiful and annoying song at the same time. Why annoying you ask? Simply because I can't sing the whole song! It's too fast, except for the chorus. I can't even follow the words most of the time, but I still think and know that it's beautiful. It's by Ed Sheeran, what do you expect? Haha. So, those of you who, unfortunately, haven't heard of this song yet, I'm ordering you to listen to it! Go! Hahaha! I know you'll thank me later for it. So, You're Welcome in advanced. ;)

M-I-A

Stands for missing in action. I think I've been away for 2 months or more? I think it's because of all the school works and personal stuffs. I mean, I'm junior now, a little bit more then I'm off to the 'real world'. But that's another story. Anyway, I missed writing down my thoughts so I decided to be productive for once and update my blog. Haha. 

• What I did today...

Since there's too many things that happened to me for the past months that I've been gone, I decided to just tell you about what I did today. So, I woke up early cause I told myself that I'm gonna do all my home works and review for my upcoming major exam in Cinema, but of course, Regine won't be Regine if she really did all those studying. Mehehe~ instead of studying, what happened was, I, together with my Lola, went to the mall to buy chocolates! Hahaha. We also looked for a phone because I've been dying to have a new one for ages. TT_TT After that, we've thought of watching a movie since it's still too early to go home, but then we realized that my cousin will be upset if she knew that we watched without her, so we just ate early lunch, then went home. 

*I know it's a very uneventful day, but for me, I really enjoyed it, cause my Lola rarely went out with us, so, having a day out with her really means something for me. :)

What I need the most...

Is SLEEP! argh! I'm really sleep deprived. We've been doing a lot of things for the past week, I'm stressed-out, sleepless, and restless.

Sometimes all I can think about is how good it feels to actually sleep without thinking of anything, and then finals week came and all I can think of now is how good it feels to actually sleep. I've been working my ass off for how many consecutive days already that I'm feeling drained, and to think that  I still have a week more to go.

Thankfully, me and my friends still finds time to enjoy and have fun while in the midst of brainstorming and shooting. This is a good thing, because if we're going to be serious all day then I think I'll breakdown.

Sometimes, we just need to have fun and not think of anything for a while. This will help us cope with all the stress in our lives.

Hell-O Finals week

Every college student must know how I'm feeling right at this very moment. It's October, meaning, the semester is almost done, meaning, there's a lot of requirements that needs to be met.

I'm a Junior Mass Communication student. Most of our final requirements are videos and performances, because of that our days-off are being used to shoot TV Commercials, Short Films, and Print Ads. It's tiring and frustrating because we're losing a lot of sleep here and we're also squeezing our brains for all the ideas we can come up with for the shoots. Combine sleepless nights and countless brainstorming sessions and what you got now is a bunch of zombie/students in front of their laptops.

Even if we want to sleep and rest for a while, thinking of the things we need to do will instantly change our minds.

What I'm thinking is, we have so many things to do, it seems like they're not diminishing, but we don't have that much time anymore. Actually, my schedule is already jam packed until next week, and thinking about this makes me feel more tired.

But, do I have a choice? No, I don't. My only motivation is the fact that after this chaos, I'll be able to rest for quite a long time because of sembreak.  BUT I'M REALLY TIREEEEEED! -______-

BEGGING

I'm begging anyone who's reading my stuffs here, please, humor me and follow me on twitter and ask me questions on Ask.fm. HAHAHA! Pretty please? Anyone? :D

Twitter: https://twitter.com/owREGINE
Ask.fm: ask.fm/RGNGRC

I'll love you to pieces if you do. :)

Dati by Sam Concepcion ft. Tippy Dos

This song contains so much feels! Beautiful and meaningful. :)

My friend told me about this and I fell in love instantly. There are only few OPM/Tagalog songs on my playlist and this one definitely topped the list. I can't stop listening to it and it's been playing since earlier today.

If you haven't heard it yet, I suggest you do now. Cause if not? Believe me, you're missing out on a good song.

Fangirling moment

I never meant for this one to be my first post here, but I can't help it.

So, here it goes, I was trolling around twitter this morning when I came across a tweet from Liam freaking Payne!

After a minute of fangirling over this tweet (because I felt like he really effing care for their fans) I found out that this tweet reached us because of the fans who wants to sneak up on the boys' hotel to get a glimpse of them, what-so-ever. And srsly?! Who would do this? Obviously, Daddy Direction would. Instead of getting mad because of the fans bothering them on their down time, he got worried of the fans sneaking behind the hotel.

This tweet probably should mean nothing to me, seeing that I'm not one of those girls behind the hotel, but since this tweet came from one of the boys, obviously, it would concern me. And, I know, this is petty, and I should probably be ashamed of what the other directioners are doing, but I'm not, and for me, and probably for the other directioners too, this tweet means a whole lot something to us. This tweet shows us that, no matter how 'dedicated' we get, no matter what, the boys really do care for us. :)

(MADE MY DAY! P.S. typed this while listening to Diana. *sorrynotsorry :)