"When you're in love with that person you know you can't have for whatever reason. And you just can't let go of them."
I received the most heartbreaking news of the year.
5/5 of One Direction is taken. T.T
I mean, yeah, someday, Harry and Niall will be able to find someone they'll love, but I didn't expect it happening this soon! I... I can't... *sigh This may sound over reacting, but I'm really crying. I'm happy for them, I'm just sad for myself.
When I entered this fandom, I prepared myself for all the drama and other stuff. I've always told myself that, someday they're gonna find their other half, a person who they'll want to wake up to everyday, someone who will make them smile, the way I can't make them. I've already accepted the fact that Zayn is engaged, Liam is happy with Sophia, and Louis is head over heels with Eleanor, but I was hoping that Harry and Niall will stay single, at least for a while, another mistake for me, I guess.
Seeing Niall leaving the X-Factor party with Barbara Palvin broke my heart, seeing Harry arrive in the hotel where Kendall Jenner is staying shattered my heart into million pieces. And just in time for the Christmas season. Hahaha.
Anyway, there's nothing more that I can do. I'm just releasing my feelings, I don't want to spontaneously burst into flames because of all this. :"> I'll still support the boys, no matter what happens, no matter who they decided to date, no matter how many more tattoos they get.
hugsandkisses xxx
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